yesterday i went to "desa" clinic and have a good exposure about the services available in the small clinic. This clinic was located far away from town, and it was surrounded by paddy field..
Today i woke up around 6 something. I was still waiting for chain message about where we went today and what time should we all departed. However, i still not received the message yet, so i just had my mind continue to lay on bed. I slept..until somebody knocked my door.
" Sarah, wake up!! We are all in the bus d." she saw me still on the bed, very surprisingly. I was like..opps..cham liao la...!!! i went to prepare myself..quickly!!!
Whole bus was waiting for me..i was so embarrassed..When i asked my course mat, what time they gathered, she said is 7am. argh!! by the time i entered the bus already 7.35am!!! i was totally late for 35minutes!!
I was so embarrassed and start to blame my leader in my heart. -Why he din forward a message to me? and now i am late!- But something stop me to blame immediately.
Thank God that drew me back to His point of view. I should blame myself instead of other people.
1. I am not taking initiative to ask my friend what time i should gathered with them.
2. I shouldn't keep finding excuse to prove that i am innocent!
AND I WANT TO SAY SORRY TO THOSE WHO WAIT ME FOR 35 MINUTES.
and sorry God, please forgive me. Please "convince" me that i am actually wrong in doing that way! i should confess my mistake. i don't want to repeat the same mistake again..
tomorrow want to wake up at 6am..God bless.
I was told today in the S.A.L.T ministry that the phrase " just shall live by faith " appears four times in the bible.
Roman 1: 17
" For the gospel a righteousness from God is revealed, a righteousness that is by faith from first to last, just as it is written :" the righteous will live by faith"."
Galations 3:11-12
Clearly no one is justified by before God by the law because, " The righteous will live by faith"...
Hebrews 10: 38
But my righteous one will live by faith...
Habakkuk 2: 4
...but the righteous will live by his faith...
This lesson reminded me once again that in whatever circumstances, i shall live by faith. God is always exercising my faith. I remember there was one sister in Christ share with me, no matter what happen in your life, when you feel that God's presence is no longer with you, please don't give up, call and cry for God back to you, keep the faith! i understand that sometime God will away from me, to exercise my faith.
I pray that Lord, You will lead me to live by FAITH.
I like JKM posting here, free and relax...enjoy the life here, not much distraction. it was like a vacation or can also said was a retreat for me, slow down my life and have a quiet time with God =)
Thank God for everything! we had outings to a few places like kelip kelip, seafood restaurant!! wau!
